In the depths of Bali rainforests, it seemed that every memory that ever was came flooding into my conscious mind. A mix of numbness and joy, of touchable and untouchable, speak-able and unspeakable.

A close by, unseen gecko called, a frog croaked, and I the human…was filled with emotion as the wonderfulness of life spoke so loudly in the multi layered forest’s height and depth, colour and texture, movement and sound, sunshine and rain, rainbows and stars …the vibrant spirit of nature’s jungle. I breathed to experience another moment of ‘heaven on earth’.

As I chatted and lunched by the Swan River near Fremantle in Western Australia, the winter wind created ripples on the water causing a mystic feeling of depths unknown. It was an appropriate energy for our conversation - sharing some strange and deep experiences of life that may not have been revealed in a different setting.

…..I watched the river flow around the pylons of the Fremantle bridge and remembered…Grief - we build our life around it.

Canberra is a city of four seasons and I’m enjoying the burst of colour as nature announces “change". June according to our calendar is the beginning of winter, but so much here is still announcing autumn. It is a metaphor of life change – there is no specific date. Change just happens.

Although I haven’t answered, I love hearing from you. I have read every message, some two and three times, to fully drink in and embrace the love.

A huge thank you for respecting my personal space. It is not only in the alone moments that grief surrounds but also in the moments of love and compassion and memories, a song, a place, a thought…this period cannot be rushed.

A huge thank you for respecting my personal space these past six weeks since my bestie David died. A beautiful human, who daily lived grace, love and gratitude.

Say not in grief that he is no more…

But in gratitude that he was.

Wherever you are in the world, I include you in my prayers, I feel thoughts and uplifting energies and know the joy of being connected to all within our global community and family.

These past thirteen months have been personal days of love and endurance. The love, prayers, messages, and support of those close by and those from afar, entwined with the memories of “best years” and “best moments” with my dearly beloved husband David, gave me strength to hold gratitude and faith.

My dearly loved bestie, David died in his sleep 13th December 2022.

Silent tears of abounding heartfelt love.

This is the essential question? Who is in charge of your life right now?

In these tumultuous times it is so challenging to get past all of the noise and hear the quiet voice of our guides and our inner spirit.
Consider this.. what are your most dominant thoughts through the day and the evening ? Who are the ‘influencers’ around you - your children, your family - your work colleagues. And as you are influenced by them - what influences are they subject to? What too are the unseen forces that are affecting us all - not only the obvious things but the more subtle cues - the changes in the atmosphere - the coming storm - the geomagnetic shifts.

Your life is an expression of your mind
You are the creator of your own universe.
from the musical theme of TIME.

The night sky called me again and again. I gazed at the stars and planets, the milky way, the waxing moon peeping through the fluffy white clouds in a cheeky playful way.

A tear streaked down my face as I whispered: "thank you, you have always been there. Even those nights when the sky is clouded, you are there."

Tonight the sparse feathery white wisps didn’t hide the twinkling lights. Simultaneously I was plunged into two worlds, the world of science and the world of the creative.

You have the potential to change your genetic fate.

You hear it all the time - "I have the gene for it... It's in my genes".
But when you can see the real 'risk factors' - that is the learned behaviours, the negative habits, the self harm patterns we have become stuck in - once you recognise these as the keys to activating the 'negative' genes - once we understand that these traits are where the real danger lies - we can activate our intellectual genius and reignite choice. Your DNA is not your destiny.

Unless you’ve made the shift to creating the life you want, it’s nearly impossible to create those things you most deeply yearn for…values aligned with prosperity, giving your gifts and teachings in ways that ensure they’re deeply received and recognised, meaningful relationships, thriving creativity and more.

It’s time to stop suppressing your creativity. It’s time to become that.